Joined May 2014
far away & out of their sight, hid away
❝you are what you listen to❞
a girl with a name she hated.
so she was called
VIVIAN
because she liked it.
it meant
VIBRANT and LIVELY.
of course, on the inside, she was nothing like that.
she was
DULL and DEPRESSING.
but she acted to be happy,
its what everyone expected of her.
but everyone knew her as the 'lyric girl'
she spoke in lyrics, all the time.
as if she didn't have the ability to say her own words.
she drew on herself all time time too.
she loved creating patterns on her skin,
as if she had tattoos.
tattoos helped her a lot.
it was like a safer way than cutting for her.
so at the end of the day, she'd have a pretty design
and a small smile,
instead of a deep scar and still a small smile.
music was her safe haven.
it sent her to a state of mind,
a beautiful one, she says.
it was a perfect way to not think.
just listen and listen,
don't stop, march on.
Tools
photoshop, ms paint, ((i'd love to be able to truly use pain tool sai!))